So I've hit a low point emotionally, and I decided that maybe I can "blog" myself right again. Maybe just seeing my feelings typed out, will help me muddle through whatever this is that I am feeling right now.
Oy...what I'm feeling right now, is frustrated...Incredibly FRUSTRATED. Through a series of random events over the last week, some small, some not so small, I have managed to become just a ball of frustration. I need to get it out...quickly.
We put Aiden is his new, big boy bed on Friday....and things have been interesting to say the least. Starting with the 3 hour process of putting him down for his Friday nap, which of course, resulted in no nap, because it was almost bed time by the time I had had enough...Saturday almost ended the same way, until I decided to stay in the room and rock in is glider until he fell asleep. Not wanting this to become a trend, we really don't know what else to do. He had been going to bed at night fine, just nap was the issue...but of course tonight, he decided that he didn't want to go to bed either...so Glenn rocked in the room until he fell asleep. So freaking frustrating.
The other thing that happened today, the thing that essentially sent me over the edge, was that the furniture that I had custom made, was delivered today. Should have been a euphoric experience, except for the fact that the armoire doesn't fit in our bedroom. So needless to say, I completely lost it. We are trying to come up with a way to take the top of the piece off, so we can fit it through the doorway, but the thought of Glenn doing that to my $1100 armoire, makes me want to throw up, quite frankly. I don't know what we're going to do. I feel really helpless, a feeling I haven't had in a while, well not this bad anyway...
Glenn and I don't mesh well when things like this happen, and I hate it. We seem to annoy each other without meaning to, and it sucks. Ugh...
I don't know how much more I can take...
